High School Days(010)

Ha have you ever had that thing when you are in a dire situation and your mind is bounding back and forth trying to figure out what to do and then your brain suddenly thinks of taking a chance...now to me a chance is the biggest fuck of all fucks in the dictonary i mean if you succed in any chance that usually means you have gained something but if your chance fucks up you can be stuck living the mistake for the rest of your life but then again if you never took the chance you might live the rest of your life knowing what might have been...i leave you to decide wich is better

*at lunch time*
Blake:Hey have you guys seen matthew anywhere?
Chris:Nup mate he wasnt here yesterday either
Blake:Mmmmm i wonder where he is
Paul:Sup gangsters
Blake:Hey paul have you seen matt?
Paul:No i havent
Chris:Hahahah hey blake has paul told you the story about what lenox did?
Blake:No and i dont have time to hear it*walks away*
Chris:Whats up his ass?
Paul:Probably a mans penis
Chris:Thats the worst joke you have ever told
Paul:Man i only had three hours sleep give me a break
Chris:Why did you have such little sleep?
Paul:I was watching big brother up late ah derrrrrr
Chris:Shit i missed it ah well theres nothing on that show that isnt in a porno
*in the library*
Ashley:Sup cam?
Cameron:Nothing much ash
Ashley:You wanna go on the computers
Cameron:No i gotta study
Ashley:Oh cmon man holidays coming soon so we gotta celebrate
Cameron:By destroying our future?
Ashley:Yes with WILD TURKEY!
Cameron:No thank you
Ashley:Hey where is roy?
Cameron:I think he went to talk to chris
Ashley:O ok well im going to go up onto the computers
*on the oval*
Brian:*punches matt in arm*You fucking pathetic emo why dont you go kill yourself
Matthew:.....
Blake:Brian what the fuck are you doing
Brian:He was fucking going around and showing us the cuts on his arm
Blake:Matthew?
Matthew:What?
Blake:Come over here*Pulls matt aside*
Matthew:What the fuck do you want from me?
Blake:Listen im sorry about what happend to the teacher
Matthew:Sorry eh...Sorry does that make it alright is your mind clear of the eh guilt
Blake:I did what had to be done...
Matthew:You promised me
Blake:It went out of my hands
Matthew:So that makes it ok does it eh?
Blake:Yes it does and what the fuck did you cut yourself?
Matthew:You dont know what its like to not be with someone you love
Blake:.....
Matthew:So just leave me ehlone ok
Blake:Where are you going?
Matthew:Im going to the year eleven and twelve bathroom
Blake:But there's only one thing that goes on in their
Matthew:Yeah i know
Blake:Im not going to let you fuck yourself up*grabs matthews arm*
Matthew:Eh fuck off or ill tell the teacher you are bullying me
Blake:....*lets go*
*in the canteen line*
Roy:Hey chris
Chris:*Ignores him*
Roy:I guess your not talking to me ay?
Chris:How is it hanging out with cameron?
Roy:He's alright
Chris:Mmmmm
Roy:Listen i have been thinking and maybe we can work out our differences
Chris:What differences? the only difference we have is that you are a pussy bitch and im not
Roy:Listen man im not going to do things i dont wanna do and well how do you like getting payed out?
Chris:Nobody does but its just the way things are
Roy:Well i do miss being your friend
Chris:You are such a fag man
Roy:What?
Chris:*pats roy on the shoulder*Hahaha just kidding, Hey can you lend me twenty cents?
Roy:Yeah sure*hands chris twenty cents*Hey chris thanks man
Chris:No worry ill accept your money anytime
Roy:Hahahahaha
*behind the canteen*
Blake:Hmmm
Paul:Man this is so boring everybody has fucked of somewhere
Blake:Listen i want you to do something for me
Paul:What do you want?
Blake:Get matt outta the year twelve toilets
Paul:Fuck off do it yourself
Blake:Why the fuck not?
Paul:That place is full of druggos and smells like urine and what the fuck is matt doing in their anyway?
Blake:Look it dosent matter alright could you just try and get him out?
Paul:No
Blake:I will pay you
Paul:Why dont you go?
Blake:He wont fucking listen to me
Paul:Ok i will go alright
*in the toilets*
Matthew:Eyyyyyy its paul everybody
Brian:Paul you cunt do you want to hit this shit?
Paul:I dont fucking do that shit
Brian:You see me and matt had our differences but now we have sorted it out thanks to our good friend mary jane
Paul:Mary jane?
Fay:The weeeed ahahaha
Paul:Listen matthew this shit isnt good for you dont fucking do it
Matthew:Dont tell me what not to do it makes me happy for th first time in my life im happy
Paul:You cant really on this shit
Matthew:Fuck off mate
Fay:Leave him alone or ill fucking knock you out
Paul:Alright ill leave

Mary Jane, Ganja, Haze, Hash, Weed, Pot, Reefer, Skunk, Boom, Chronic, Dope, Herb these are all the nick names for canibas the worlds most widley abused drug...now people throughout their lives have painful experiences and when they cant cope they turn to drugs and what do we do if they turn to drugs we either abuse them untill our face turns blue or live with them and their addiction but do you ever really think of the circumstances i mean if someone has had so much pain throughout their life that maybe they want to take a break just relax for an hour or so they should be allowed that i mean if for that hour their problems are gone they are on a "high" they are worry free shouldnt we let them be happy? but of course their are always people who tell you when you come down your problems will still be their, Of course they will but for that hour they werent around that was probably the highlight of their months but in the end...Laws or Rules, What our friends say what they dont say it really dosent change a thing because you make the decisions throughout your life and not your friend

Matthew:Eh wait
Paul:What?
Matthew:You know that night we went drinking
Paul:Yeah?
Matthew:Chris lied to you
Paul:What?
Matthew:Remember that night we where all drinking i will tell you what really happend
*in the library*
Ashley:Hey roy wanna play*gets interrupted*
Roy:I cant play games sorry ashley me and chris are cool again
Chris:Yeah well i cant turn ma back on a bruddah can i
Roy:So yeah you guys wanna come hang out?
Cameron:No thanks im studying
Ashley:I wasnt really accepted so yeah i dunno if i ca*gets interrupted*
Roy:Oh well then ill see you guys later
Chris:Laterz bra's

Happines...sometimes its just that far outta ya reach but sometimes its within your reach and the only thing stopping you from getting it is yourself is people that are standing in your way...and if you have to build an emotinal brick wall to stop guilt from coming in or to stop yourself from noticing other peoples emotions well i say...Start stackin those bricks