High School Days(008)

It's already been two weeks since i was expelled but luckily for me adam survived without any long term damage(yay!)the police didn't press charges once I told them of all the times he provoked and made my life a pain in the ass...Well yes its quite a shock isn't it I got expelled, But alas the show must go on...YES WITH ME NARRATING IT!

*two weeks after mukissas expelltion*
*At recess*
Chris:Got some great news for ya paul
Paul:What?
Chris:Lenox is coming back
Paul:Oh shit...im going to apologise to him
Chris:You could have ruined his life career, You better stomp your feet and fuckn do a voodoo apology dance to get his forgivness
Blake:FUCK!
Chris:Whats wrong?
Blake:The principal said I have to go and show some new kid around
Chris:Ha sucked in
Blake:Shut the fuck up
Chris:At least you get out of class
Blake:I like class
Paul:How gay are you?
Chris:If he likes class he is pretty gay
Blake:At least I dont have to deal with lenox today
Paul:SHUT UP
*in the library*
Roy:So yeah cam thats the whole story
Cameron:Mmmm well yeah chris said it was all of us not just him
Roy:Well it was mostly him
Cameron:Do you want me to tell everybody?
Roy:No dont worry
Cameron:Why not?
Roy:If they where all really my friends they would have at least talked to me first before they belived chris
Cameron:Ok I wont say anything if you dont want me to
Roy:Thanks cam...your the only one that trusts me
Cameron:No problem I feel left outta the group to
Roy:Mmmmmm how?
Cameron:They just dont really involve me in things or tell me anything
Roy:Looks like we are one in the same

A wonderful thing it is finding a friend isn't it no I dont mean a normal friend I mean a true friend, Some people go through friends like ciggaretes just one after the other...but its strange ya know the one thing that brings people together is the pain they share...when you can find somebody else in this world who is feeling the same pain as you, You have a natural instinct to cling to them and make them part of your life...such an oddworld we live in

*outside the principals office*
Blake:What kind of a name is holden?
Ashley:Holden is my second name my first name is ashley
Blake:O thats much cooler...Well welcome to Coogee High where dreams are made
Ashley:Hahahaha good one
Blake:...umm err do you have any friends that go here?
Ashley:Nope
Blake:Well its my job to show you around
Habib:Ey blake whos the yokel
Ashley:Who the fuck you callin a yokel you cunt
Habib:What the fuck did you just say
Blake:Shut your fucking mouth you idiot
*behind the canteen*
Blake:Everyone this is ashley
Chris:G'day mate my names dave
Ashley:Ey howz it going?
Chris:We pretty goood and my real names chris
Paul:Im paul but you can call me sexy
Ashley:I aint no faggot
Paul:Woah calm down
Blake:Do you have a problem with gay people?
Ashley:Yeah they are gay and its just wrong
Blake:Are you religous at all?
Ashley:No
Blake:Then your just a fucking simple minded idiot
Ashley:Eh?
Blake:Get the fuck away from me
Ashley:Ok...I dont need you guys anyway

Rejected from a group a new student...once you have been rejected you are called a reject and nobody else wants a reject do they?...just one word can make or brake your friends your first day and if it breaks it well err there's always next year...

Chris:Woah man you clicked it
Paul:Yeah man are you gay or something?
Blake:Haha fuck off
Paul:Whats wrong?
Blake:I have just had a bad couple of weeks
Chris:Blake you dont need no woman be a man and forget your problems with some drinking
Paul:Thats your solution to everything
Chris:Hey it works!
Blake:You guys know I dont drink
*at bible studies*
Lart:Ok now james could you please read the qoute from*gets interrupted*
Lenox:Hello
Lart:We heard what happend to your leg lenox come sit down we where just about to hear james read out a qoute from the bible
Lenox:Im sorry to interrupt but can I ask you a question?
Lart:Sure lenox
Lenox:Why did god take away my one shot at making it in soccer
Lart:Lenox god did not take your chance away
Lenox:Then what the fuck happend huh? I have been good my whole life I work hard and when I could be going to a party im either looking over the bible or practicing my soccer
Lart:Lenox calm down
Lenox:No you see you dont have an awnser do you? if you do lets hear it tell me why god would take away my talent?
Lart:God didn't take away your talent lenox...remember god dosent close a door without opening a window
Lenox:I spent fucking two weeks in hospital and the doctor said this could take up to four months to heal ok so where's the window huh? go on fucking tell me where the window is
Lart:Lenox we should discuss this when you have calmed down
Lenox:Yeah whatever*walks out of bible studies*

Lenox lost his dream when paul kicked his leg...lenox is asking questions about how this all came to be, You know that feeling you get when you have something wonderful in your posseesion and you think that life wont be as hard as long as you have it...imagine if it got taken away from you, No matter what question you ask and no matter what awnser you get...you will never have closure, You just have to go on...living without that special thing can destroy you...look in jails, Junkies who couldnt afford their next high resort to armed robbery or some kill themselves...and those who survive loosing their high of life and manage to build up a new life...they are the survivours

High School Days(007)

It was a new day yet again, the cycle of the week had been complete and it was time to get back into the routine...monday...another cruddy monday

*at aseembly*
Mr Duro:Those of you who are entering the soccer competition please come see me after the conclusion of this assembly*hand over microphone*
Mr Del:Now all year ten students due to the year 9 maths competiton instead of going to your normal classes, That concludes this assembly off to period one gentlemen
*in the libray*
Matthew:Eh man last night was bad
Chris:It wasnt so bad man get over it
Matthew:Do you know what ehh happend to paul?
Chris:No
Paul:I know what happend to paul
Chris:Paul? your alright?
Paul:What the fuck happend last night i cant remember a thing
Chris:Their where these cops chasing us and well we all ran off and you seperated from us and yeah
Paul:Are you serouis? i feel like shit, When i woke up on saturday afternoon i was in the hospital they where pumping the alcohoal out of me
Chris:Woah man and your still going to enter the soccer comp today?
Paul:The doctor said i should lay of strenious pysical activity for a week but i cant do that i have to enter today, Oh shit that reminds me im supposed to see Mr Duro right now, laterz*leaves library*
Matthew:Why did you lie to him?
Chris:Ignorance is bliss
Matthew:Eh what?
Chris:Argg stupid russian
Matthew:Shuuutup!
Chris:Look at that loser roy ha
Matthew:He is reading in the corner i feel sorry for him
Chris:Mmmmm
*near the canteen*
Mukissa:Hmmmm
Blake:Mukissa
Mukissa:Yeah?
Blake:Can i ask you something?
Mukissa:Yeh
Blake:What exactly did paul do to you in primary school?
Mukissa:I would rather not go through it
Blake:I told you my secret
Mukissa:Yes you did.....
Blake:Where supposed to be fucking friends i cant belive you would keep shit like this from me
Mukissa:Ok i will tell you, When i came to primary school in year four i was a nice young student but unfortunetly back then the person who ruled the playground was whoever brought the tennis ball and paul was that person...i tried to be his friend but he didnt like me, If i was about three minutes late to where we all used to play soccer he used to exclude me entirley and even if i made it their on time i had to rely on his mood whether i was to play or not and then it got worse as time went on he use to constantly tease me and chip away at my life the person that i was then dosent exist anymore
Blake:Mmmm have you ever told paul how you felt?
Mukissa:No i know paul dosent give a shit about anybody or anything except how much cash is in his account
Blake:I want you to tell him
Mukissa:No im not
Blake:Mukissa if you let it out it will be so much better for you
Mukissa:I dont fucking care im not telling him
Blake:I will tell him them
Mukissa:It was a fucking mistake me telling you shit
Blake:What the fuck i just tried to help you
Mukissa:Yeah what now? your going to tell me to get fucked and walk off arent you?
Blake:No im going to tell paul*runs away*

I realised at that exact moment that i could not catch up to him not even if i tried my hardest but as my legs starting getting into motion and i chased him...but alas he was to fast for me and i got tired

Mukissa:FUCK!!
Fay:Is something wrong?
Mukissa:Go away
Fay:Adam is comin back to school tomorow and he is goin to beat the shit outta ya so i suggest you grow some balls and protect yourself
Mukissa:Whatever*walks away*

I saw roy midly ahead of me he was screaming like an idiot(as per usual) and as he came up right up to my face i could notice every pimple on his head...then i realised i should really be paying attention to what he was saying

Mukissa:Roy man calm down, Whats wrong?
Roy:Lenox just went to the hospital
Mukissa:Wait what?
Roy:You missed the soccer match i noticed you werent their but anyway ummm well paul was feeling sick right and he threw up at half time and he seemed really sick right but then lenox was kicking the ball and paul kicked him?
Mukissa:Woah slow the fuck down...are you tryna say that paul kicked lenox for no reason?
Roy:No lenox had the ball and was about to score then paul went for the ball and kicked lenox in the neecap by accident and lenox had to go to the hospital
Mukissa:Woah man i hope he will be alright...So where is paul right now?
Roy:He went home sick

As much as i wanted to know what became of lenox...i didnt care at that point all i knew right then and all i wanted to know was that blake wasnt going to talk to paul i was counting my blessings

Mukissa:Roy you know i heard that you where telling chris how you hate it when we make fun of you
Roy:What? no thats not what i said at all
Mukissa:You dont have to lie
Roy:Mukissa man fucking hell i never said that about you guys i was just telling chris that how i hate how he always singles out me and picks on me
Mukissa:So you never involved us at all?
Roy:Well i said you guys do it but not nearly as much as him
Mukissa:Well you do know everybody gets payed out?
Roy:Yeah but im always the centre and it pisses me off
Mukissa:Roy...im sorry
Roy:Its alright kissa
Mukissa:No its not
Roy:It is
Mukissa:No because i used to be in your position and i know how it feels having that kind of shit happen to you
Roy:...mmmm
Mukissa:Its like i have become what i have hated...i feel disgusting
Roy:Its alright man
Fay:Hey monkey
Roy:Man just leave us alone
Fay:What are you gona do roy? go back to the library you nerd
Mukissa:What the fuck do you want?
Fay:Oooo have you have you gotten tough now you pussy bitch well guess who i brough around
Adam:We have a score to settle
Fay:Oh yeah about the fight tomorow i lied hahaha because i knew you would be a bitch and not show up
Roy:Ill go get the principal*runs*
Fay:I would go stop him but its not needed this fight will end in about three minutes hahahaha
Mukissa:Im not going to fight you
Adam:*spits on mukissas face*

For some reason when his greasy russian tobacco filled saliva touched my skin...it broke me...all my anger eveyrything let itself out at the same time and thats when i tackled him to the ground...i punched him in the face sevral times, so much satisfaction from seeing him in pain...before i knew it a group of boys had surrounded me chanting things but i was so filled with anger that my mind blocked them out i looked around and saw people yelling things but i couldnt understand them...my mind was filled with to many thoughts, Then i paused and he said in a quiet voice "please stop" thats when i spat on his face and i made him call himself a bitch...thats when i picked up the rock and held it up.The power rush was unreal i heard people in the crowd saying do it do it...i did it...i swiped at his head with the rock...he didnt move he didnt even flinch a cold wind blew past me and as i looked back i could see blake running towards me and as he tackled me to the ground i looked at him and laughed...

Mukissa:Hahahahahaha WHO'S THE FUCKIN BITCH NOW HUH! stupid mutha fuka
Blake:Mukissa fucking calm down
Mukissa:LET ME GO I WANT TO FUCKING KILL HIM
Blake:You may already have...mukissa the principal is here
Mr Brass:Follow me mukissa

As i got up run i ran smack into two more teachers who restrained me...What happend to me? well lets see
*in period five*
Chris:How fucked up is that shit ay man i wonder whats going to happen to mukissa
Kiearn:He will probably get questioned by police
Ms Trop:Stop talking about other students and do your work
Chris:I guess we will find out tomorow
Ms Trop:You will not find out tomorow ms marshall
Chris:What why not?
Ms Trop:Because mukissa has been suspended indefinetly
Chris:You mean hes been expelled?
Ms Trop:Yes now back to work

So what have we learned...well there is only so much that a person can take before they crack and for those who do crack well they are punished...its entrapment isnt it...Its like poker you have to hold your cards and hold your breath and hope nobody else is stackin the deck, you have to have a game face on....but in high school you have to wear your game face on all the time or else you will be vunrable to everyone...As a result everytime you look in the mirror you dont know wich face you are looking at anymore...What should we do?...what can we do is the better question

High School Days(006)

The day went by pretty fast...I woke up at about twelve and downloaded some po-I mean played xbox then I listened to music whilst eating the grassiest sandwich you ever seen like have you had kfc chicken before...Well it was like that except GREASIER AND TWICE AS BAD FOR YOU! And it was so finger linglin good and oh yeah basically in the end it was a good a sandwich.....Oh that's right well yeah I was making my way to chris's house...

Mukissa:I cant belive im drinking and its only five past six
Fay:Oi you

A start to a perfect day...i mean no school and a delicious sandwich suddenly this dickhead appears, Such is life...

Mukissa:What do you want?
Fay:You know Adam is pissed of that you got him suspended
Mukissa:Ok
Fay:You and your polish friend are goin to get smashed
Mukissa:Ok
Fay:Where are you goin ay?
Mukissa:None of your business
Fay:Stop where you are
Mukissa:*stops*What do you want
Fay:I want to offer you a banana you monkey
Mukissa:Just leave me alone*starts running*
Fay:Thats right you run away you little bitch
*at chris's house*
Chris:HERRRZ THE BLACK MAN!
Paul:Eyyyy!
Mukissa:Eww man your breath reaks already
Paul:Dont worry iv only had two shots
Cameron:Hey kissa
Mukissa:Is this it?
Chris:Yeah
Mukissa:Where are all the girls
Chris:In my pants!!!
Paul:Bahahahahaha!!!
Matthew:Eh hello
Chris:Your late matthew
Matthew:Unlike you bums i went to school
Mukissa:But your still late what where you doing?
Matthew:I was eh held back
Mukissa:With ms hallen ay?
Matthew:Shutup i saved your ass you know
Mukissa:Maybe but...ahh well just shutup and have some vodka
Matthew:I dont drink
Chris:But your polish
Matthew:No im russian their is ah difference
Paul:Sure their is man just shutup and drink

After 1hour of hassling matthew finally gave in and had three shots, I had two...ok maybe four and chris had four, cameron had nothing and paul had six we had to climb out the window in chris's room when his parents came home and as we walked through the park near my house we ran into......

Blake:Hello

Ha you call thought i was going to run into that asshole adam ay ha! sometimes luck is on my side!

Mukissa:Blakeeeee man have a shot
Blake:Nah im fine
Matthew:Ehhhhh HAHAHAHA
Chris:What the fuck is matthew laughing at?
Paul:Your ugly head chris!
Chris:Hahahahaha
Blake:Hahaha stupid drunks
Mukissa:Oh yeh blake blake blake blake....Oh i forgot what i was gona say no wait....Oh yeah what where you going to tell me today
Blake:Ok i will tell you*pulls mukissa over*
Mukissa:Yeah
Blake:Im gay
Mukissa:Ahahahaahahaha thats funny man
Blake:Im fucking serouis
Mukissa:Oh are you...man i dunno what to say....errr you want some more vodka?
Chris:What are you two ladies talking about?
Blake:About your ugly face
Chris:Ok that mighta been funny the third time but it is funny...no wait what the hell am i talking about?
Blake:Can i also tell you something else
Mukissa:Shh shh just wait...Ohh look blake their's some hot girl over their
Paul:You wont try and pick her up matthew!!!
Mukissa:I will!
Matthew:Do it ehh then!
Mukissa:Hey
Melissa:Hello
Mukissa:How you doin?
Melissa:Im doin fine how are you doin

It was about at that point when it was like a missle piercing the air connected right into my jar making me stagger backwards...as i tried to regain my focus i had realised that i was looking at adam...goodbye luck*waves*

Adam:Why the fuck where you trying to crack onto my chick huh?
Melissa:Dont hurt him adam
Mukissa:It was an accident im sorry ahh
Blake:Leave him alone adam
Adam:Your such a bitch if he has to fight your own battles for ya
Fay:Yeah your pathetic
Mukissa:....
Blake:Mukissa just walk away
Fay:Yeah walk away like the bitch you are and take your fag with you
Adam:Your lucky my girlfriends here if she wasnt i would settle this
*back near matthew*
Blake:Why the fuck didnt you help matthew
Mukissa:Ha cmon man its matthew
Matthew:Ye iz matthew eh i mean what?
Blake:Where is everybody else?
Matthew:They are ummm round the corner go and ehh check
*round the corner*
Mukissa:Blake why didnt you smash them your pretty big
Blake:As big as i look....i myself get scared
Mukissa:What?
Blake:Is that so hard to belive?
Mukissa:What are you talking about
Blake:Hmmm drunk
Chris:Paul i think you have had enough man...OH ITS DA BLACK MAN AGAIN!
Blake:Where is cameron?
Chris:He left for some reason i dunno
Mukissa:Paul maybe you have had enough
Paul:Shut the fuck up man, Hahaha just cause of old school and how i use to tease you and now you havin a cry
Mukissa:Im not talking about that
Paul:Whatever man just ehhh away
Blake:You are both to drunk give me the bottle
Paul:Fuck off idiot
Blake:Give me the bottle
Paul:*chucks vodka on blake* ehhh hahahaha
Blake:Fuck you you fucking mutha fuka fine go ahead and go kill yourself for all i care im going*walks off*
Chris:He is such a drama queen
Mukissa:Paul are you ok
Paul:*shaking*....yyeh sure
Mukissa:Matthew i think something is wrong with paul come help me here
Paul:.......
Mukissa:*shakes paul*wake up paul
Matthew:Oh shit i will go call an ambulence
Chris:No you idiots if we call an ambulence we will have to explain to the ambulence people what we where doing drinking
Mukissa:But what if he is serouisly drunk i mean sick?
Chris:Listen it might look really bad but we are drunk what do we know right? so lets lcall an ambulence then leave
Matthew:I will go the phone booth now*runs off*

For some reason i felt inclined to help my fellow human being but i couldnt help but remember the same thing he said to me...have a cry and get over it, I had never even mentioned my past with paul but still tells me to get over it maybe he feels guilty? or maybe he is just trying to be an asshole? i know i did what i did out of anger but i left him their on the ground...what became of paul? where did camron go? what was the second thing blake had wanted to tell me? what is wrong with roy?..all these questions and more ran through my head as i sat up in my bed but as i crashed my head onto my pillow all the thoughts seem to seep away...they seemed like they didnt even exist but alas when i wake up they will rush to my head just like the blood will when i get up.